Today has been a short, yet long day all together. I spent the day in my pj’s, working on TrackBunnies.Org, upgrading it to version 3.2 which it started screwing up, but it got fixed.  Last night was another story… I got off work about 7:15 and came home. My head was killing me, so I came home, put on my pj’s and watched ‘Charmed’ season 2 until I fell asleep ’round 11pm…  and I slept until noon today.

Now I’m sitting here, putting a new layout on the site here and watched Charmed season 7. I haven’t seen these episodes so my attention span is light where the site is concerned. Tomorrow my plan is to watch the Busch race from Mexico and work on my Biology study guide and then read some of my Law. I have a big Biology test next week and a bigger Law test on Friday.

Tuesday night my mom and I are planning to go see the Dale Earnhardt documentary. We still have the movie certificates that she got for her birthday because we haven’t had time to go to the movies so we’re going to use them for that. I can’t wait to see it… I hear it’s pretty good. I’m going to take a camera to the theatre, get some shots of the signs and movie posters for a sports reader for Wednesday’s news which I’m director on and I’m not sure if I’m ready or not. I’m scared shitless to be honest. 

Next week, besides studying…. and preparing for directing… I might be meeting up with that guy, which I’m still scared about, but I really want to. I don’t know why or how or when, but I figure I might as well get it over with. I’ve only had the mentality that I sleep with guys I have feelings for (aka love) for so long and that’s got me no where really in life, or not that far, and I’m just ready to let loose, just not too loose if you know what I mean. I don’t want to become a slut or a whore or a skank… I just want to… see how it feels to fuck someone for the sake of fucking them I guess. Is that wrong? Nope, I don’t think it is… everybody’s done it… well not nuns and priest and shit, they’re off molesting choir boys, but whatever…

Okay and my mom made the best chocholate cake ever. Yum. Going to watch Charmed now. Holllllla.

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