So I’m at work and it’s 7:49pm… I’m making notecards for my test tomorrow and all I really want to do is go to sleep… but I saw him and that’s all that matters. I have an issue telling people no… it’s a bad problem I’ve always had but I don’t really want to tell him no… I want to say yes. *sigh* I have issues, big issues. Why do guys sucks? Well not all guys obviously but the ones who are suppose to be “men”. Do they not understand that sometimes a girl has more things to do than them? (more…)

Behind these blue eyes lies the eyes of someone who is very freakin’ tired. I mean seriously… tired. I was up at 7am this morning and was at school by 9am and helped set up 4 cameras, run wires and chords all over the softball field and then directed one game of softball and two innings of another game (it was a double header). Then took everything done and took it back to school and unpacked everything. It went pretty good… I had fun and it was a really good experience. I’m hoping to do some football games in the fall.

Other than that, I’m so fucking tired. I have to work from 3 to 10 tomorrow and then study for my last chapter quiz test in Law on Monday.

Did I mention I’m tired as hell? Yeah, I am.

The past two days have been tough. Wednesday was bad too since the newscast went so horribly wrong that well it didn’t replay at 10 that night. Everybody kept messing up but the bastard I hate was blaming me the entire time. Yesterday wasn’t much better… I worked from 12 to 10, sitting on my ass doing nothing. Shannon came up and visited for a while, had a meeting with my little boss, and just sat on my ass and left work after Grey’s Anatomy went off. Now today… I’m working from 4 to 10 and ended up having to use most of my money in the bank to help my mom pay the light bill which means I won’t have the money for Penni for the tickets until next Friday when I get paid and I know that’s going to piss her off and it pisses me off but I can’t help it. It would be pure bitchy of me to tell her no I won’t help her pay it (my mom) because I live there too, you know? It’s not like she has some high paying job… she’s on disability and then babysits on the side and we barely get by and my intenet (as sucky as it is) is on there, plus I had my phone bill this week. (more…)

I’m sitting here watching Oprah at work, listening to them talk about that Imus guy calling the basketball team “nappy headed hos” and now they’re talking about Snoop Dogg and just blah. They take this shit way too far. Sure, the dude shouldn’t have said it. It’s not like he called them the N word. Hell I’m white and I have nappy ass hair sometimes… as for the hos… it’s an everyday term now. People shouldn’t call women that, but they do.. just like people shouldn’t call a chunky girl a fat slob, but it happens doesn’t it? (more…)