So I’m at work and it’s 7:49pm… I’m making notecards for my test tomorrow and all I really want to do is go to sleep… but I saw him and that’s all that matters. I have an issue telling people no… it’s a bad problem I’ve always had but I don’t really want to tell him no… I want to say yes. *sigh* I have issues, big issues. Why do guys sucks? Well not all guys obviously but the ones who are suppose to be “men”. Do they not understand that sometimes a girl has more things to do than them?

Last night I was looking at grad schools because after I graduate, maybe a year or two later, I want to go to grad school for either Journalism, Broadcasting, or Creative Writing. There’s a few in North Carolina and there’s one in Nashville. I hate when I start thinking because then I start contemplating everything I do in my mind which is what I was doing last night until I finally got off my laptop, continued to listen to Martin during the race on my earphones and almost fell asleep until he texted me, letting me know he was watching the race which made me giddy as hell because he is sooo converting and next weekend he will convert more.

Okay, must go finish these cards so I can close up and go home because I’m a dumbass and forgot the worksheet on the FTC that’s a major part of the test at home. If I’m dead to everybody tonight it’s because I’m studying my ass off, not ignoring anybody!