Yeah, the last post (before the camera post) was bad because I’ve been locked in this house for the past few days… no money, no where to go, just blah. I’m going somewhere tomorrow (hopefully), even if I have to go sit in my office and stare at Tony - I’m gonna do that. Okay so I’ll stare at my picture of JJ, but shut up. It’s out of the house.

I REALLY want to go see “Becoming Jane” with Anne Hathaway - I’m a huge fan of hers and I’m a huge Jane Austen fan so I think that movie is going to be really good. Maybe this will be the movie that pushes her over the edge and turns her into a bigger star (maybe Oscar?). Let’s just hope that she doesn’t become the next Lindsay Lohan. (more…)

My new digital camera is probably one of my favorite cameras I’ve ever had and I’ve taken photos for most of my life. My new camera is a Canon Powershot S3 IS and it’s amazing. I’m going to be buying an attachable zoom on it when I get my money back from school in September. I love taking pictures of my cats, of NASCAR drivers when I go to races, and of course in concerts. One of my favorite pictures is one that I took on the flight to Nashville from the plane. Out of all the camera’s that I’ve owned though, Canon digital cameras are the best. It has the best features and takes the best pictures.

It’s a good thing I’m going to go see that counselor Thursday because the thoughts that have been invading my head aren’t good and they aren’t really safe. Sure, I’m happier than I used to be… but there’s a part of me that really doesn’t think I should be here anymore… that I shouldn’t be around. I know I would be happier. My family would be happier. This town would be happier. (more…)

Feedback of my latest NASCAR article from John P.:

BULLSHIT !, and what the hell had you been smoking before you wrote it?

Yes, because that is SO much mature than what Mr. Anthony Stewart said during the race.

Right…..

Another reason I hate this place: There was a bad thunderstorm today and the internet was out for almost eight hours. When I don’t have class or work or anything and I can sit online, be a lazy ass, and catch up on all my Hollywood gossip and the internet goes out. My Sirius radio wasn’t picking up good in my bedroom - I was going insane.

Insane!

That kind of stuff always seems to happen when I’m in between semesters, no work, nothing and have time to kill. I got my grades and I did VERY good in my Diversity in Media and International Media classes and I passed the history class with a C. I knew I didn’t get a ‘B’ when I forgot about the foriegn policy stuff in the 80’s and that was the essay question. Oh well… regardless… I did good. Just one more notch for me to kick down to get out of this place.

And boy… I can’t wait. My uncle (the one that my mom and I have anything to do with) saw my other uncle (who is an asshole thanks to his snotty ass wife) over the weekend. This house is in his name yet he does nothing to help keep it up. When I move, he will want the house and HE will want the money from it… yet he’s never paid a sent. My grandmother just couldn’t get the house in her name because she had no credit when they moved to the city after my grandfather died (back in the 60’s). Apparently he bragged to my good uncle that they were building a big house, my cousin the whore who used to be my the sister I never had is starting college at my school in the fall… yadda yadda yadda.

Well guess what… I’m going to try my damnest to make sure that doesn’t happen. They’re cheap people… he refuses to pay for ANYTHING when he can get it for free so I bet you money they fixed it (meaning lied on financial aid forms) saying that they had been living in Georgia for a few months (or years - however long it takes) so my cousin can get the hope grant (they live across the line in Florida). Well… I know people. Payback is a bitch and it comes back three fold.

Tomorrow… I’m cleaning up, writing, and relaxing. Now I’m going to head to sleep.

I love getting free stuff, especially when you go to things such as races. That’s one thing I would like to get for Track Bunnies, some promotional marketing items, with Track Bunnies on them whether it’s key chains, CD covers, magnets. Gimmes.com has some really great stuff at some really great prices. I’m debating on getting a few things for the site to give out to visitors and such. I think that would be really cool. The thing that I can’t get over is how many different things they have. I would love to get some imprinted promotional products - pencils or pens or something really cute with a Bunny on it.

I was right. I knew it. I swear, I have some psychic ability or something, I’m not sure which but I can sense this things. He won…. Tony won. He said it was for the fans who put up with so much “bullshit”. That’s me. Okay, so that sound psychotic but, I put up with a lot of bullshit from non-Tony fans (especially Hendrick fans).

To all those that don’t like Tony Stewart, *flips you off*