Really… I do. What is this 27 year old doing on her Saturday night? Watching a Degrassi marathon on The N. How pathetic is that? I’m bored. I’m ready for my friends to come back down here and I’m ready for school to start so I can have something to do on Saturday nights. I’m trying my best not to be depressed. I’m trying what the shrink said but I can’t help it. I fucking suck - suck lots of ass.

Sometimes I just want to stop the whole good girl act and be wild.  I wish I had no inhibitions or no fears or no morals.  I know me running my mouth about feeling this way is old and nobody really wants to read that. What can I say? I’m a loser. I’m going to end up alone with my cats. 

Other than that, my day has sucked. Just like every other day lately, it’s sucked. Why? I’m a loser. I’ve said that enough, haven’t I? I made two other layouts here for the site - for the most part pre-made but I figured the site needed something simple incase people didn’t like the Stewart love.

Did I mention I suck?

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