Track Bunny Designs is officially open!

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That’s right… I have finally opened Track Bunny Designs. I’m going to be getting a few more different style of layouts up, including one or two free ones! So for now, if you’re interested in me doing some web design work for you, please don’t hesitate to e-mail me. I won’t be expensive and I’m a perfectionist… so I try to do everything to the best of my ability.

Besides that… life has been kind of hectic lately. My cell phone was disconnected due to lack of funds. My father-sperm donor is a douche bag and I’m writing him a letter and telling him if he wants to “know what’s going on with me,” come to this website like the rest of the people in my life. (more…)

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What about your friends?

I think I’ve pretty much figured out over the past two days that my trusting people has seriously lowered more. I hate being kept in the dark about things more than anything and if people would just be honest with me and tell me stuff, then I wouldn’t blow up and get upset about things. I know people probably do it because they think it’s in my best interest and all but I hate it and that’s pretty much all I have to say about that.

My plans for this coming week is:

• Monday - Therapy, dropping by the office, seeing about possibly getting a press pass to take photos for the paper at the championship game in Alabama if I’m able to go. Call to set up dentist appointment for the first round of work.
• Tuesday - Go over to meet with the career counselor to go over my resume more and work on my cover letter. Start work on closing Track Bunnies and opening the new site. I’ve had the domain for a while, just didn’t know what to do with it until today.
• Wednesday - I’m having lunch with somebody and working on the site stuff some more.
• Thursday - Not sure.
• Friday - Going to Alabama maybe for the Championship game?

I know one of my grades so far… I made a B in Sociology and I brought that up from an a borderline F/D at midterm. How awesome is that? I really enjoyed that class in the long run.

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Favre, Backstreet, and screw the world!

In a way today feels like 1999… I’m giddy over the fact that Backstreet Boys are all over television and that Brett Favre threw an 82 yard touchdown last night in the Packers game against the Broncos.

Yet there’s something oddly different about today: I’m not taking shit from ANYBODY anymore.

So for the first time in about three years last night, I watched a full Green Bay Packers game from start to finish. (more…)

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Never again… will I love you….

Today’s been, eh, weird? I don’t know. I feel weird. I forgot to go to the doctor this morning so I’m getting up at the ass crack of dawn in the morning to go so I can be at class at 9:30. But yeah, I woke up at 7:30 this morning and been on the go ever since. I’m sitting up here in my office right now and it’s almost seven. I’ve finished my research paper on Elvis. I’m just sitting here. Don’t know why. I need to go home. I just checked my bank account and I have JUST enough to cover Charlotte. I think I did a good job at saving money… it’s been with me since September…. over a month now. I’m proud of myself. (more…)

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When you say nothing at all

You know what is sad? When you’re so completely tired that you have FIVE hours to do whatever you want: write, work on my websites, make graphics, whatever and what do I do? I basically just sit here zoned out. That’s how tired I am. And what’s really sad is that I’ve lost my love for some stuff. I love to write, but… I don’t love it so much that I force myself to do it. It’s like I don’t get the satisfaction that I used to get out of it. Maybe it’s because nobody really reads it except for people who know me well (whether online or offline). (more…)

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When you’re talking outloud and nobody’s there

Is when you’re dialing 6 numbers just to hang up the phone
Driving cross town just to see if she’s home
Waking a friend in the dead of the night
just to hear him say it’ll be alright dapslyrics
When you’re finding things to do at night, not fall asleep

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Today hasn’t been such a good day. Of course, this week hasn’t except for a few things that went good, but other than that, I’m contemplating the next year of my life and what I want to do with it. (more…)

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*Falls Over Dead*

I’m tired. I think that’s all I can fathom at this very moment. I’m tired. I didn’t sleep good last night. I was awake at 5:45 and had to deal with a flat tire at 7 this morning. I made it to school by 8 for a newspaper meeting… class at 10, class at 12, class at 1, work at 2, spectator class at 3:30, bio lab at 4, which was cancelled so now I’m sitting up here at my office, after enjoying a whopper and I’m waiting to go to Biology at 6:30. I want to go home. Home. Home. Sleep. Home.

But on that note, Tara may be going to Charlotte with us! WHOO HOOO!

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Keeping it inside is killing me

So… today was busy. The majority of my work on the paper is done but I have to go back tomorrow to do some other stuff. Plus I’m going to be filming/directing some stuff for the city tomorrow morning also. So who knows when I will be done, but a lot of what is going on is starting to get to me. I feel kind of isolated from everything, everybody. I have friends… but I never get to see them anymore. I never get to see Penni because her work schedule is so whacked and lack of money doesn’t help. I never get to see Shannon anymore because of her work and she’s got herself a man now. Then there’s my friends that I haven’t seen in years, like Rachel down in Jacksonville and Marissa up in New York who I’ve talked to the past few days because of all the BSB stuff going on. I haven’t been able to do much with or on TB.Org lately either… I can’t write. I know what I want to write but it won’t come out at all. It’s like I’m mentally constipated or something. I need to have fun - fun that doesn’t involve a computer. Kicking it back online and all is cool but when I’ve been stuck at home for a week doing nothing, I need some lifelines or something. I need human interaction. I need laughter. I need music. I need to feel good about myself. Of course being the fat hog that I am, how can I really feel good about myself?

By the way, does anybody know how to find the exact location of an address when all you have is like the Route or Post Office Box number or something? Does that make sense? (more…)

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