Friendships can burn in hell. The end.
Saturday, May 31st, 2008 133 views
In the past two years of finding myself and realizing just exactly who I am, I’ve had the most trouble with maintaining friendships. Either I refuse to be the person’s lapdog, refuse to change who I am to make others happy, not good enough for them, or just downright, don’t know what I did to them. Case in point… I have a friend who moved here to go to school a year ago. We hang out when she first comes, and I’m thinking cool, I have someone to hang out with and such. School begins, work happens, she gets a boyfriend, and we basically stop hanging out. Alright, that’s normal, but then she just kind of disappears. I leave messages on myspace, facebook, even text and no response but she’s logged into her accounts, talked to other people, etc, so I’m like you know what… fuck it. *deletes friend*
Sometimes I wonder if I’m really that big of a bitch. I mean, I know I’m a bitch and I speak my mind, but I have people around me who like me for who I am, why can’t those who claim to be my friends? What purpose is ignoring me going to do? What is hiding something from me going to do when I’m going to find out about it? Am I really THAT bad of a person? (more…)
I'm Karah, a college senior who lives for celebrity gossip and fast cars. This is my personal blog where I will post ramblings about my so-called crazy, busy life and all things celebrity gossip.
