Raped in the mouth…

Yes, I felt like I was raped in the mouth. Something kept telling me not to go. I kept telling myself “No, it’s just your nerves. You need to face your fears.” Everybody told me that when they got their wisdom teeth taken out and a tooth pulled, they were drugged up. I should have told them no after they said I would only have novicane… or however you spell it. So where 5 should have been pulled… only one, my bottom right wisdom tooth. It hurt too badly. I began freaking out. I began crying. Listening to my ipod didn’t help. Nothing helped. Finally he told me couldn’t do anything after I told him to stop and he referred me to an oral surgeon. He didn’t even give me any pain medicine and now I’m sitting here in pain.

I knew I shouldn’t have gone. I knew it.

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Scared, petrified, you name it.. that’s me.

So tomorrow is the beginning of my dental work and I’m pretty much scared shitless. I broke down tonight while I was at the office working on the newspaper because it hit me that it starts tomorrow. I’m scared as hell. I know that sounds silly, but I really am.

Not to get all crazy and synical and crap, the past few days have been… odd. Let’s see, I didn’t get to sleep Monday night, well it was actually Tuesday when I went to sleep which shows how late it was when I got home from Astronomy lab, and had to get up at six and be at class at eight. By 4 pm when I got off work, I came home, stripped to my bra and underwear, crawled into bed and slept until 6am this morning… sleeping for fourteen hours. I missed dinner. I missed America Idol. I missed Nip / Tuck but I don’t care… I slept and I slept good, dammit. It’s been raining here off and on all day too.

And do you see that picture right over here… there is just something that is insanely hot about it. Click on it, you’ll see a bigger version. His hair isn’t all oily and it’s flowy, and shaggy and now that’s hot, but the oily - i haven’t washed my hair in thirteen weeks - hair look is ew. It died with Kurt Cobain. Yes, it did. That there, that Mr. Stewart, that is hot. Now I’m excited for Daytona… but will I get to go? Hmmm, we shall see.

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What do ya say to taking chances…

Why hello there Mr. Newman. How are you? Well, I’m tired, but you’re looking nice and refreshed. I think Ryan is going to have a good year this year… I can feel it.

Other than that, I’m sitting up at the office waiting for my astronomy lab at 8pm and I am SO ready to go home, you have no idea. I have a toothache and it’s cold outside and someone forgot their jacket today *points at self* Yeah, that’s not very bright. But I’m sitting here, listening to my Zune, listening to Celine Dion’s new CD and it’s pretty good. Her new single “Taking Chances” is good. I’ve been on a Good Charlotte kick today too for some odd reason.

Speaking of toothaches… I go to the dentist to start work on Thursday. I’m pretty much scared shitless and know I’ll loose some weight b/c I won’t be able to eat anything but soft foods, but it’ll be worth it in the end… I’m sure.

Oh, Journey is on! *dances to Steve Perry* Okay this is a random post. Holla!

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First a Clint Bowyer jacket….

First there was this….. now this picture. That’s Kevin Harvick’s in-car camera up there on the television. I think Mr. Nickolas Carter enjoys himself some NASCAR. Stop copying me… bastard!

I’m sitting here at work, watching CNN and listening to the candidates gives speeches, getting ready for the next voting session. I only work three hours today and then I’m heading back home. I’ll be doing my radio show on Saturday’s after work from now on, but not this week or next weekend either. I’m going to the dentist this Thursday and then next Monday for some work and I’m scared shitless. I’m more or less scared that it’s going to hurt so much that I’m not going to want to work or go to class and I can’t not do that.

I’m also trying to decide if I want to get the pay-per-view of the Chili Bowl tonight. I want to see the race, but I don’t really want to spend the money on it. How sad is that? Eh, I’ll watch DeGrassi instead. If one of my other boys were in it, I would get it, but that’s $20 I can use on something else.

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Sensual Seduction

This Snoop Dogg song is stuck in my head, it’s not even funny. The video is awesome and so retro, making Snoop look like Prince in the early 80’s or something. Other than that, nothing much has been up. I haven’t felt good the past two days and neither has Piper. She slept most of the day yesterday after I went to pick her up and moved around a bit more today but still slept a lot. I don’t remember Phoebe feeling so bad after being spayed.

Other than that, nothing much. I got my tickets to see Dierks Bentley, Bucky Covington and Luke Bryan… pretty good seats too, not as good as I usually get. I think my Mom bought some concert tickets too for something else although I can’t figure out what, then again I haven’t really researched who’s coming around here so I figured I’d wait and try to be surprised. It’s nice because I haven’t seen many concerts in the past few years except for Josh in 2006 and then the Nashville Fan Fest concert in June. It’ll be nice to use my new big zoom on my camera.

Now I’m sitting here watching DeGrassi on The N and thinking about heading to bed. I’ve got plans for tomorrow and my tummy has got to stop hurting. I’m not sure what the problem is. I think I’m getting a virus but I’m not sure. But ya know, I think my life is a little less simpler now. I don’t have people constantly asking me to help them with stuff or to do this or to do that. I don’t get 1500 emails a day and I don’t have people constantly asking if I’m ignoring them.

Haha, I should kick people out of my life more often. It relieves a lot of stress.

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